my neh neh pok is the best! (:

look what neh neh pok did and made me smile like mad!? HAHA. stupid bitch, i didnt know she was so talented. lub her. <3

BWAHAHAHAH! ME AND GERARD WAY! OH MAN, no matter what happens, i still think he's the hottest. so what if he's a drunkard at times and used to take drugs!? IF YOU CANT'T SEE, HERE'S THE IMAGE! (: (i'm so happy with the photo i tell you. lol.)



BUT! she just had to choose a super unglam photo of me! it was taken like after i ran my sdjkfhaksjhdstupidjksfhosuhfij 2.4km. argh. HAHA, but it's okay, i lub it still. i think i shall print 9789434364248 copies of this and paste it all over my room. than my mom will think i've officially gone mad and thus send me to IMH and tada, im free, mentally. (: i'll be on drip than i'll get skinneh. and after being skinneh, i'll tell my parents & the doc that im fine than i can go become a model or actress or air stewardess or some hot chick. or i'll probably fly to new jersey and find gerard way. just kidding. HAHAHA.

MUAHAHAHAHA (:

okay, THIS IS MY NEH NEH POK!




apparently, there's only both of us cos you wont see any normal female having 3 breasts. so therefore, neh neh poks. ((: HAHAH!

our r/s:
i know her in touchrugby and she happens to know my one&only(ashley) and also happens to know some of my sec sch friends that gang. she's as mad as me, so don't get deceived by looks. MWAHAHAHAHA. she's a mad cow that never fails to stun me with her speech, which after that, would make me burst into laughter. although there was a period of time that she went missing, she'll always be my nnp. cos she has the ability to force me to say stuff. HAHAHAHA. NO LAH. KIDDING. she somehow has the ability to make you tell her what happened to you.

nono, she doesn't take a knife and point it at your neck so as to force you. she doesnt

im serious. lol. she doesn't

if she does, just say that she'll have shinsplint and she'll scream like mad.

ohoh, she's also part of the old school gang! ((: MWAHAHAHA.

i can't wait for tuesday! LOL. im sure nnp will make my day again! :D

just an observation

sometimes, people try so hard to fit in till they've changed to a different person. a person who isn't real, no feelings, just like a puppet for you to manipulate. and when that person gets exposed, who do you blame? the person? or the people he/she was trying so hard to fit in to?

many would often blame the person. what he/she should have stood on his own. shouldn't be that spineless. cliques are not important. you come to school to study and not involve yourself in such stuff and whatever shit there is to say.

but have you really spare a thought for the person? like how much he/she really really want to feel belonged? like how much he/she don't want to labelled as an outcast, being ostracized by tonnes just because of a certain trait he/she was born with. have you guys, who blame the person, ever even tried to be in his/her shoes just for a minute?

have you ever thought that whenever some people spit out vulgarities, it's actually a for reason? like how insecure they feel about the stuff that are happening around them. how frustrated they feel but no one understands? or the slightly immature ones would think that by spitting vulgarities gets you friends cos all those vulgar words are a lingo in the school system. or probably, the speaking of obscenities would mean 'help me.'

they do all this, just to get friends.

people really try that hard. and when we find out certain stuff, we doubt. we make fun. we despise. we sympathise. we mimick. we do all the wrong stuff. not the right stuff.

where is the love?

rather, we should appreciate.

im ashamed. i've been on both sides. and i fucking know how it feels.

im loss for words.

certain stuff need to be found out, not told.

Outdoor PE was a disaster. It was a failed attempt of the school, trying to act cute, by asking us to go to Botanical Gardens to do orienteering. The gate entrance itself was like 6548967564miles away from the spot they wanted us to meet them. Okay, probably we walked to wrong way. But whatever crap was that, we were already perspiring before Outdoor PE started. The weather there was just simply too humid.

And it poured like frankenstein when we started our hunting. IT LITERALLY POURED I TELL YOU. Although we had fun play in the rain and laughing at some guy who sat under a fern to protect himself from the rain. And when his friends gave him an umbrella, he held the umbrella and refuse to budge. WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD. And after the rain got even more heavier, he finally left. MUAHAHAHA, all of us went to sit under the fern, just to imitate and irritate him.

I KNOW WE'RE DAMN IRRITATING. HAHA. BUT I LIKE, SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT!?

you know, certain stuff are really not be told, but to be found out by
yourself. there's no point in me telling you, trust me, there's no point.
especially the obvious facts that are looming all over. and it gets more and
more irritating by the day when you keep on pestering me about irrelevant
stuff.

DO YOU SEE A DIFFERENCE IN TODAY'S POST!? I DO! (:

i went church

i think im back for good. (: its near wifey's home anyway. lol. should go speedlight next week, could probably relate more than the main service.

ipody out of stock ):

it's great to talk to tiffio again. (: as mad as ever. lol

okay. botanic gardens, here i come.

yawns.

keanu

i hate this! i have a mental block whenever i come to this page! it's like "what the hell are you doing here?" &^%(^!

anyway, this post might come a little early, cos today's the official day to end promos, however, i'm having one last paper tomorrow, which is the STUDY OF VISUAL ARTS.

study okay, study! don't pray pray. sounds so cheem and solemn. but actually, it's just art history lah. examiners ALWAYS try to make themselves sound so profound, however, failing miserably. tsk tsk.

i think i'm officially mad over keanu reeves, although, i admit that i should have been googoogahgah-ing at him like 6 years ago? actually, as a matter of fact, i did. teeheehee.

and sylvia will go, 'what's with you and keanu reeves.'
and elana will go, 'but he's so old!'
and steph will go, 'nette, you're really mad over him!'

i know he's old. but the ability to maintain such charisma and hotness*melts is simply amazing. he's 43, but he looks like as if he's in his late 30's. and and and there are so much stuff to talk about him.

actually, age does matter. HAHAHA. im not like sylvia! who goes into political relationship okay! LOL. and she says she's gonna photoshop my photo and put keanu reeves with mine! and i SHALL be the happiest girl in the universe! im gonna use that as my good luck charm, until i get sick of him. which i doubt will ever happen.

i wanna get ipod video fast! :D so i can put videos of him in constantine, matrix, sweet nov... all in it! and i shall bawl my eyes out when he suffers. HIAK

no worries, gerard way is still my number one! :D

and teachers, have a whopping good time marking those scripts! (:

I GOT TAGGED BY ATIQAH AZMAN! (:

i lub her man! my oh-so-belo asm! remember the days... *shut up lar lynette. LOL . ive done this before, but anyway.

List out your top 5 b'day presents u wish for:
1. clothes!
2. new boots
3. sports shoe
4. black eyeshadow
5. a gathering!


The person who you took this survey from: nuratiqahazman

Your relationship with her is: crazy friends! :D belo.

Your 3 impressions of her: belo, mad, crazy! (HAHAHAHAH BELO! )

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: just by being there la!

The most memorable words he/she had said to you: 'shit shit shit!'

The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is: MEETUP

If he/becomes your lover, you will: become more belo and just simply die.

If he/she becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be: IDK!

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: curl up her hair!

Your overall impression of him/her is: a very very good & belo friend

How do you think people around you will feel about you?: crazy! some mad ones think im emo. -.-

The character(s) you love about yourself is/are: the ability to feign ignorance on certain subjects!

The character(s) you hate of yourself is/are: this

The most ideal person you want to be is: myself.

For people that care and like you, say something to them: lub you!

Pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you
1) elana!
2) jannie!
3) steph!
4) mathew!
5) weechew!
6) george!
7) ashley!
8) xiaoting!
9) sirhan!
10) william!

-Who is no.10 having relationship with?
WILLIAM idunno!himself? zilian(:

-Is no.5 a male or female?WEECHEW half. KIDDING! :D full male!

-If no.4 and 2 are together? MAT & JANNIE i would really sufffer then. LOL. nono. jannie can't stand mat's nonsense.:D

-What is no.1 studying about? ELANA. ME! i meant, same as me! math, art lit econs

-When was the last time you had a chat with no 3? STEPH! yesterday!

-What kind of music band does no.8 like? XIAOTING likes EMO EMO songs(:

-Does no.9 have any siblings? SIRHAN yes! sista~

-Will you woo no.6 ? GEORGE! he has a gf and belongs to sirhan sometimes.... LOL

-How about no.7 ? ASHLEY! so many eyecandies but only one one&only. LOL

-Is no.4 single? MAT, yes, but he fell in love with the build-a-bear girl while making a birthday present for me. how can

-What is the nickname of no.5? WEECHEW, CHEWY!

-What is the nickname of no. 10? WILLIAM, umm, WILLIAM LA.

-What is the hobby of no.1? ELANA, eat! & makes us laugh

.-Do no.2 and 7 get along well? JANNIE & ASHLEY, they dont know each other

-Where is no.3 studying at?STEPH, SRJC! (:

-Talk something casually about no. 8? XIAOTING, rugby!

-Have you tried developing feelings for no.1?ELANA, i tried, but i couldnt. HAHAHA hello? no incest pls. LOL. my jie mui la!

-Where does no.9 live at?SIRHAN, sembawang!

-What color does no.6 like? GEORGE, huh.... idk.

-Are no.4 and 2 best friends?JANNIE & MAT good friends!

-Does no.7 likes no.8? ASHLEY & XIAOTING! yes,! friends friends!

-How do you get to know no.3? STEPH, SRJC ALL FOR YOU.

-Does no.10 have any pets? WILLIAM, nope!

-Is no.10 the sexiest person in the world? WILLIAM, HAHAHAHA. he claims to be 'hot' & 'cool', shall see huh. LOL

-Your views on no.1? ELANA! MY JIEMUI FOR LIFE! erjie!

okay done! although im like redoing everything, but the diff is that the names have changed!

I LOVED LAST NIGHT! sounds wrong. -.-

I HAD SWEETDREAMS LAST NIGHT! i dreamt about KEANU REEVES! HO MY GOSH! i was super reluctant to wake up okay! but i woke up eventually, to the smell of rubber.

i slept with nette jr and gilberts! :D